citrinitas_668: (...What the crap.)
2009-02-09 09:37 am

✗54

...

Now if that isn't a pleasant surprise.


If anyone needs me, I will be outside, hunting a few monsters.
citrinitas_668: (determination)
2009-01-17 07:18 pm

✗50

.....Gnosis. What is the meaning of this? And is that... the Zohar...?

I don't suppose we have something that can activate Hilbert Effect, do we? To anyone who is seeing those "ghostly" appearances, do not let them touch you. You may or may not be reduced to sodium chloride at contact. And... don't try to fight them unless they materialized. It's a waste of bullets.
citrinitas_668: (devoted)
2008-12-15 10:23 pm

✗42; recording

[some shuffling is heard as the recording goes on, then a voice mumbles in a disoriented, dazed fashion]

This stench... so familiar... why am I... what is...

[the voice pauses, there's more shuffling, then a gasp.]


Wait. What. I'm. What?

[there is the sound of clothes rustling with hasty movement, a few steps are heard]


Is this a joke? I'm—This—no. No. I wasn't—I'm not....

[an abrupt pause. a small intake of breath. then a whisper.]


Damnit.

[she takes a deep breath, then there is silence for a few minutes. only the flow of water is heard in the background before the voice speaks again, weary.]


...Home... sweet home... is it? Didn't look this bad when I left. What happened?

...

Well.

Here we are again... isn't that just lovely?

[a thump ends the recording, most likely a fist hitting the keys on the terminal]
citrinitas_668: (Default)
2008-10-06 09:24 am

✗40

A shift in power, and yet no changes. Surprising? I think not.

Work has been ridiculously pointless these days. I ask you, Purgatorium, what good are all these crime-fighting organizations when we don't seem to succeed at all and there is no crime to fight?

In a place as hopeless as this hell, what is there really left to do? Wouldn't every human being strive for more comfort and safety? Then why do at least 70% of this place live on the lower level, where it isn't safe and housing is nearly worthless? Is it the will for punishment? Are you punishing yourself by staying here and doing nothing?

If there is any truth to the theories about the evolution of man, where are the people who try to work for a better tomorrow? Those who fight against the odds, just so they will achieve what they yearn for?

Everyone in this place has given up hope when it is supposedly human nature to strive, strive and strive. A hand smacking you down should only make you get up once again. Isn't that how man has managed to come this far in this universe? Trying to build. Trying to invent. Regardless of all higher powers that try to force you down... is it fear? Fear of God, that stops everyone from even trying?

I once knew a man who conquered that fear... who wasn't afraid to work towards his goal. Was he really the only one in this universe to have that courage?


Or perhaps, all of this is a farce. Maybe none of you are really alive here but merely images this hell has produced for me. My own personal hell. It does sound sort of lovely, doesn't it?
citrinitas_668: (同じ化け物)
2008-08-16 04:25 pm

✗31

I guess it did not help that I was attacked twice on the same wound. Catching me off-guard like that while I'm crippled anyway. I really do hate this place.

I might as well just sit here and be miserable until it heals. It isn't as if anything mattered here.


On an unrelated note, Soma returned. I'm sure quite a few people are happy about that although most everyone is constantly conflicted about this sort of thing. Wanting someone to be here, yet wishing for them to be in a better place... I might feel the same about someone. It's a very human thing to want things despite knowing better. And kind of pathetic.
citrinitas_668: (Default)
2008-08-11 07:26 pm

✗29

Those creatures in the hospital give an unlimited supply of weapons. Destroy them and take their scalpels. They seem to come again and again no matter how many you take down. Though how useful such tiny knives can really be is a different question...

Retrieved both the pet and the shotgun. I seem to have run out of ammunition, though. Am I going to have to load it with pebble now? I hope not.

Kairi, I hope that little expedition didn't scare you too much. Your help was appreciated.

I'll be locking this bat in Rubedo's bedroom so it can't run off again.
citrinitas_668: (confident)
2008-07-07 10:43 am

✗19

Rubedo. I believe I found the perfect girlfriend for you. Here, another one of the rare dwarf race. Think of the possibilities, if the two of you mate, your children might have purple hair.

citrinitas_668: (why?)
2008-07-03 12:14 pm

✗14; recording

Father... why are you going away? Why won't you turn around and look at me? ...Are you abandoning me because I failed you? Don't leave me here by myself... Don't go away... I can still fulfill my duty here! I will kill him, I will make you proud! I can do it, please... give me another chance. Don't throw me away... please... don't...abandon me... I can still be useful.... please...

((ooc: so Citrine has the tattoo all over by now and is crazy/half delirious/not quite clear in the head. she'll either manage to let go in the last moment ooor turn to ash. also, Rubedo should watch out for duty-obsessed Citrine trying to suffocate him in his sleep, 'for Father'. ...that is, if she still wakes up. >_>))
citrinitas_668: (Default)
2008-06-29 12:24 pm

✗11

It's ridiculous that I should be affected by these dreams. I know better than to let myself be fooled. Father would not approve of emotional weakness such as this. I'm not Rubedo, after all..


A red tattoo spreading from my ankle up to my thigh... It's unsightly.


...I failed my duty, how can I redem myself...?


citrinitas_668: (Default)
2008-06-15 01:03 pm

✗✗6

This place... it's making me sort of miserable.

I-- may need something to do. Is anybody hiring? I cannot sit here and do nothing, even with my idiot brothers around.

I am experienced in combat as well as strategical analysis, but I am willing to do anything to distract myself from this ennui.

Nigredo really doesn't deserve ever coming here.
citrinitas_668: (....)
2008-06-10 09:36 pm

✗✗5

...

Not that I couldn't care less about what happens to you two, but... Try not to get skewered today.
citrinitas_668: (Default)
2008-06-09 07:27 pm

✗✗4

What the...

Rubedo, Albedo...

If that's you stalking me for some sick kind of prank, stop it.